I think it's marvelous... Hahahaha!...!!

Maybe writing will help me feel better. Maybe not. I'm tight strung, i found the most amazing deal on some music production equipment on Craigslist that i need need need, and it's only $50 or a trade for my practice amp that i don't need anynmore!! Gosh it's like PERFECT but i havent got a response back on it and i can't check my email until tomorrow morning!! AAAAGGHHH!!!! So i;m stressing over that and a million other things. Life sucks sometimes. I find it funny how my opinion on life changes almost by the minute. It's great, then it's awful, then it's too much to handle, then it's back to being great again. I'm as wishy-washy as Charlie brown, without the yellow sweater. And i'll never change, because i'm human, last time i checked. So i'll continue in this mindless redundant cyclicle cycle to the day i die. I'm sarcastic now in case you haven't noticed. Partly because of the fact that i'm listening to Pink Floyd and i'm not trusting God, just living out the cycle.. like an old rotary speaker. It keeps going round and round, and sometimes it syncs up with itself... i don't know, maybe i'm crazy. Maybe my rotary speaker life isn't synced up this spin around. Maybe the whole thing is spinning way to fast as the Leslie organist tries to play a slow lullaby but ewnds up playing a crazy piece of music like Brain Damage by Pink Floyd. Maybe my brain is damaged. Yes yes. Hehehe. I'll see you on the dark side of the moon...

"Brain Damage"


And if the cloud bursts, thunder in your ear
You shout and no one seems to hear
And if the band you're in starts playing different tunes
Ill see you on the dark side of the moon...

"There's only one thing left to say... I think it's Marvelous!! Hahahaha!!!"

"Eclipse"

All that you touch
All that you see
All that you taste
All you feel.
All that you love
All that you hate
All you distrust
All you save.
All that you give
All that you deal
All that you buy,
Beg, borrow or steal.
All you create
All you destroy
All that you do
All that you say.
All that you eat
And everyone you meet
All that you slight
And everyone you fight.
All that is now
All that is gone
All thats to come
And everything under the sun is in tune
But the sun is eclipsed by the moon.

* Monday October 13th

Ok so this post was very very odd... i was in a weird head space when i wrote it haha. I was so stressed and tired i think i really WAS losin it there. Well i decided to post it anyway because i like the analogies in it. Bear with the creepiness, after all, it is getting closer to Halloween =P

* Tuesday October 14th

By the way, i STILL haven't got a response back from the guy selling the equipment. It's not looking to good there. Please pray i'm able to purchase those items, it's what i've been looking for for years. Anyway...





...There is no dark side of the moon really. matter of fact its all dark...


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